Thoughts of a Sprite

Saturday, August 14, 2004

tears

I thought this one would be a long one, and we shall see. I am not sure I feel like really getting into it yet. My eyes still burn, and my head is pounding, my face is still all puffy, and I think there are more tears in there...

I wish this was easy. I don't understand why this has to be a big deal, as though I am trying to hurt her by moving. Why would anyone want to shut someone out of their lives, just because that person is trying to take the next step in their life? Why is it that I am the perfect daughter so long as I do things the way she sees fit... I am simply trying to spread my wings, and she is trying to pluck my feathers... and it hurts. I don't feel like writing any more right now... I will have to get into it later. I am still letting every thing sink in.

shes_a_sprite @ 1:15 AM.

1 comments

Rachel said...

Ok this is not good...I am so sorry you are hurting...I hope to talk to you soon about all this. :) *hugs*

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